告诉我

告诉我

该如何是好

在感情里

也许我是失败的哪一个..

第一个感情里的失误

带着过来来想改好它

却成第二感情的错误..

我累了..

感情里

课业上

生活中

我永远只能被驱逐在失败区..

如果你还在

能不能教我如何是好

嗯?

感觉

感觉 我依然存在

在你心底里一个最深处...

一个 你自己再也找不到我的无底洞

一个 我自己再也走不出你的大迷宫...

就这样 我把自己封锁在那儿

定居下来了...

那里 不痛不痒 你永远发现不了我

那里 宁静如水 我永远不想你发现...

感觉 就这样 彼此都麻木了...

Thank you

I'll be laughing at myself when I see certain lyrics of certain songs,

where they express what I felt before.

I was wondering, laughing at myself, again.

WHY?

Why must I met that person before this one,

who loves me sincerely, and truly?

I'm sure, I won't be waiting anymore.

And I hate it, why is HE not coming out earlier in my life?

If he had appeared earlier,

perhaps I won't be struggling with that betrayer in my relationship.

Hatred, anger are all in me.

Boy, how you left your ex and be together with me last time?

You did the same thing on me, you left me behind with sorrows,

and flew away with the other girl.

I wondered, perhaps zero-confidence in you,

that you will treat your current relationship

forever loyally. FOREVER, but not with years okayy? :D

Girl, can you imagine? I was left behind, alone.

How he treated his exes, you saw it.

He left someone to be together with this one,

and one day later, he left this one and be together with some other one.

This was my worries, and the worries are all carried out.

I was thinking, don't you be afraid,

when he is treating his exes like that,

and think of it that one day later,

you're this victim..

He might be a good boy friend, but he is the worst one as well.

Yup, I admit that I had a wonderful memories

when I was with him

during the years. 3 years, Is it long or short enough?

He is loyal with all his girlfriendSSSS, isn't it uh? :) SARCASTIC

HE is yet mature, I bet; In relationship, I meant.

I am hoping that he will be having a bright future,

but not always attached to those small circles.

I would like to bet something with myself.

That I will be regretting for posting this.

Someone might hate me down to the hell, yes he will.

I won't cry for you, again.

And I will forget hurting memories you brought. I swear.

Thank you btw, for hurting me.

It's you, who sent me an angel that I can rely on him.

Thanks, he loves me well and so I did.

I'm feeling blissful, nowadays. Thank you, my dearED.

When I was 15

I saw this on Facebook.

Is this true?

This article made me wondered.

But I knew one more thing than others:

I will pay my effort in my current relationship.

He is the one who will stand the chance,

giving me future..

I love him.

♥

:)

Read this:

十五六岁

是一个人刚刚明白了什么叫“喜欢”什么叫“爱”的时候

十五六岁

是一个人最青春阳光的时候

十五六岁

是一个人对爱情最真诚、执著的时候

如果你在十五六岁的时候爱上了一个人

那么

请你铭记他的脸..

因为你可能需要用一辈子去忘记这张脸

十五六岁的你

不会明白什么叫作门当户对

十五六岁的你

不会想到什么是“潜力股”

十五六岁的你

不会觉得面包比玫瑰浪漫

如果说

每个人都有作梦的年龄

那么

每个十五六岁的人在自己的梦中都是幸福的“孩子”、有幸福的生活

如果你

十五六岁爱上了一个女孩(男孩)

那你必定会用尽全身力气去爱

哪怕只换来半生回忆

十五六岁的你

爱上(她)他

绝不是爱他的物质实力

因为你还不懂什么叫现实

十五六岁的你

爱上(她)他

就是爱他这个人

毫无杂质

单纯而完美的爱情

十五六岁的你

爱上(她)他

你是在用自己最美好的青春岁月去换一个和他的未来

十五六岁的你

爱上(她)他

必是用尽了全身的力气

不顾一切的去爱

请铭记你十五六岁爱上的那个人

你注定今生都无法忘记他(她)

你把一生最美好的时光用来爱他(她)

你把一生最单纯的爱献给了他(她)

你用自己最美丽的岁月来陪伴他(她)

你不顾一切的去爱他(她)

请铭记你十五六岁爱上的那个人

因为他(她)一定是你真正爱的人

以后的岁月

你会明白..

你很难再去单纯的爱上一个“人”

请铭记你十五六岁爱上的那个人

那是最最单纯的爱..

那种感情里只有爱..

(亲爱的，我会铭记你一辈子的吗?....)

愛情旅程

This was my feeling. :'(